Of the bridge or carry on? at 11:09 PM

Why?

Why does life hurt so much?

Why can't life be sweet as honey?

Why does a single boy in a big group get thrown away?

Everyone that was close to him has climbed up further in front,

But only he has fallen down and need to go back up all the steps again,

Taken away from faith,

And doesn't know how to get them back up to where he is.

Why can't it be like a fairytale, happily every after?

Why can't life be like a walk in the park?

Why does life make you feel like whatever you do it isn't good enough?

Why suffer and get results and finally isn’t good enough?

Why can't life distribute pain more equally among many people?

Why choose him?

Life is just unfair,

Life is bad to him,

Life eats him inside out,

Life tears him apart inside.

Then he wonders,

Will it keep hurting forever?

Will the pain be there till the end of life?

Is there any medication to stop it?

Then he wonders,

What options do I have?

Kill myself of the bridge?

Or

Just hope and suffer there will be cure?

Then life makes him realize,

IT CAN GET WORSE,

And the only thing keeping him alive,

Is HOPE.