Of the bridge or carry on? at 11:09 PM

Why?

Why does life hurt so much?

Why can't life be sweet as honey?

Why does a single boy in a big group get thrown away?

Everyone that was close to him has climbed up further in front,

But only he has fallen down and need to go back up all the steps again,

Taken away from faith,

And doesn't know how to get them back up to where he is.

Why can't it be like a fairytale, happily every after?

Why can't life be like a walk in the park?

Why does life make you feel like whatever you do it isn't good enough?

Why suffer and get results and finally isn’t good enough?

Why can't life distribute pain more equally among many people?

Why choose him?

Life is just unfair,

Life is bad to him,

Life eats him inside out,

Life tears him apart inside.

Then he wonders,

Will it keep hurting forever?

Will the pain be there till the end of life?

Is there any medication to stop it?

Then he wonders,

What options do I have?

Kill myself of the bridge?

Or

Just hope and suffer there will be cure?

Then life makes him realize,

IT CAN GET WORSE,

And the only thing keeping him alive,

Is HOPE.

You may not believe me at 10:30 PM

I know u may not believe me

The answer is not clear

But if I can let u see

What im trying to tell u

I'm seeking my feelings from up above

To get to know u like a mother knows a son

The answer may end in what we think is love

But god only knows what will happen

When u read this, you'll be in a different place

You can be gone anywhere to a year,

And it might be difficult to trace

So this is not so hard to hear.

The years will come and go

By then I'll be off to somewhere

And it will seem like a long time ago

When we both needed more of our knowledge.

So this is my dream

Maybe in the future v can be one

A pronounced team

Saying that v finally won.

The timing for now

Won't be good for either of us

V just can't let this allow

And this seems like a must

When both of us have our futures set straight

I will have to admit

That it seems like our fate

For each other, one will be in it.

For the time being

Lets still remain the best of friends

It won't be like I'm fleeing

Because of love will never end.

For the both of us the future is our calling

Both of us doing the things we want to do

The answer and wait might be appalling

But that is our final clue.

It might be our destiny to b together

Only the future knows the best

Maybe v will be with one another forever

Or that can be one's final test.

Sure v can still text and call and chat

As best friends should

Still let us not go down and fall

I knew all along v could.

For now let what I have written all be true!

I can't express in more words

You are.

Awesome, Beautiful and Interesting.

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