Loneliness at 2:53 PM

Loneliness

day after days,

night after night,

the world moves as I stay still.

staring at my plain dark bedroom wall.

friends call out for dinner,

but I feel too numb to answer

they try and try, but I motionlessly don't answer.

i lie on my bed,

screaming in my head and heart.

pain forever with me never leaving.

it goes with me everywhere.

the doors are slamming.

more glasses breaking and breaking in my head.

and me just falling,

with no delay.

now the room grows dark

only the noise of the fan and the mosquito flying around.


and for me I have now been swallowed by the darkness.

and all my fears have come true.

The Story at 2:48 PM

The Story

I sit all alone in this room wit four walls,

as memories been flash into my head,
the happiness I was having before,

this pain never grows old,

some say its a state of wat is in ur mind,

but its my heart that really hurts,

I only aim to please you,

but whats a smile or a sorry is really worth?

this is wat is going on in my life the story behind my tears

a story of fairy tale,

turned into a nightmare,

if u listen up closely

maybe u might hear

the beating of my heartand the story of my tears

they said life is a stage,

i hit the ground face first,

lost everything I ever wanted and still a little left,

but it could have been even worse,

or that's what they tell me

do they sit alone in the dark in this room?

or stare into an empty wall?

thinking its the pieces of their heart gone blank

This a story,

That fell from dreamland to empty land

.