DiFFeRenCe at 1:07 AM

There is a part of me,
That feels I am different from everybody out there.

Something that I can't quite see,
Something that I can't quite feel,
Something that I can’t understand,
Something so unreal.

But this 'thing' is always there,
This 'thing' with others, I will sometimes share.
So I push it to the back of my mind,
All the thoughts of girls and football,
And macho, it is hiding behind.
Sometimes, when I have almost forgotten it,
It comes back with such a big rush,
Angry, unforgiving and confused.
I feel out of place and sad,

Whatever caused this feeling
UNKNOWN.
A lost memory or something else,
I'll never know,
Whatever it is,
I’ll just keep moving forward to the future.

-VIN- 15/11/08