Back Of My Head at 9:53 PM

words are sometimes lies...
skys, are always high...
u know what....i dont lie....
and we are under the same sky even its so high...

work pile up...
jamns are bad...
no matter wat come up
u r always in my head.

13/6/11
Copyright -VIN-

Platonic Love at 1:43 PM

Platonic love is very much a part of any close friendship.

Some people take it the right way,
Some people take it the wrong way,

But such a love doesn't always stay platonic.

Platonic love is a subconscious act of the brain,

Feeling that cant be made or,

Feeling that cant be destroyed,

Sometimes it turns into another stage which is for good,

Sometimes it turns into another stage which is not so good,

The good is passionate love,

The bad is the ending of a friendship,

Crossing that line, between friendship and love,

Can be both beautiful and extremely difficult.

Crossing that line, between friendship and love,

Can result on a happy ending or a friendship ending.

The Key Age at 11:24 PM

Everywhere u read,

Everywhere u hear,

Even everyone tells u,

U are at the best time of ur life,

The teenage life.

They only tell u the best part,

They only tell u the sweet part,

They don’t tell u the bitter and ugly part,

Which they forgot that they strife through,

From a baby to a kid,

From a kid to a teen,

Only takes few speeding years to pass by.

By time u realize,

U have a lot to deal with,

U have to grown up so fast.

A year has past,

Another is up ahead,

As the calendar increases,

Ur age increases,

As a child u r free,

As a teen u feel locked up,

As a child u don’t worry,

Which a teen has a lot.

U learn the meaning of love,

U discover the meaning of a broken heart,

The worries and the solutions,

Is the hardest part of all.

What’s the best,

About these teenage years,

Is u life in fear,

U take risk,

U learn from mistake,

To make u the person who u r,

For the bigger waves ahead.

LOST at 8:59 PM

At first v loved,

V met at the mall,

V stared at each other,

V sat beside each other
and v talked ever since.
V stood starring at each other,
I wondered the time,
Standing together, holding hands
as v walk down the street,
I wondered when our lips
Would meet.

My heart is hurt, u seemto ignore, the pain I
have, when u left me sore.
Our love was strong in which nw your
heart is blind to see, now I feel
that your love has forgotten
completely about me.
Well all in all Im heartbroken
Without u by my side,
I wish v could love each
other like v did that one time.

Copyright -Vin- 7/6/2010

Of the bridge or carry on? at 11:09 PM

Why?

Why does life hurt so much?

Why can't life be sweet as honey?

Why does a single boy in a big group get thrown away?

Everyone that was close to him has climbed up further in front,

But only he has fallen down and need to go back up all the steps again,

Taken away from faith,

And doesn't know how to get them back up to where he is.

Why can't it be like a fairytale, happily every after?

Why can't life be like a walk in the park?

Why does life make you feel like whatever you do it isn't good enough?

Why suffer and get results and finally isn’t good enough?

Why can't life distribute pain more equally among many people?

Why choose him?

Life is just unfair,

Life is bad to him,

Life eats him inside out,

Life tears him apart inside.

Then he wonders,

Will it keep hurting forever?

Will the pain be there till the end of life?

Is there any medication to stop it?

Then he wonders,

What options do I have?

Kill myself of the bridge?

Or

Just hope and suffer there will be cure?

Then life makes him realize,

IT CAN GET WORSE,

And the only thing keeping him alive,

Is HOPE.

You may not believe me at 10:30 PM

I know u may not believe me

The answer is not clear

But if I can let u see

What im trying to tell u

I'm seeking my feelings from up above

To get to know u like a mother knows a son

The answer may end in what we think is love

But god only knows what will happen

When u read this, you'll be in a different place

You can be gone anywhere to a year,

And it might be difficult to trace

So this is not so hard to hear.

The years will come and go

By then I'll be off to somewhere

And it will seem like a long time ago

When we both needed more of our knowledge.

So this is my dream

Maybe in the future v can be one

A pronounced team

Saying that v finally won.

The timing for now

Won't be good for either of us

V just can't let this allow

And this seems like a must

When both of us have our futures set straight

I will have to admit

That it seems like our fate

For each other, one will be in it.

For the time being

Lets still remain the best of friends

It won't be like I'm fleeing

Because of love will never end.

For the both of us the future is our calling

Both of us doing the things we want to do

The answer and wait might be appalling

But that is our final clue.

It might be our destiny to b together

Only the future knows the best

Maybe v will be with one another forever

Or that can be one's final test.

Sure v can still text and call and chat

As best friends should

Still let us not go down and fall

I knew all along v could.

For now let what I have written all be true!

I can't express in more words

You are.

Awesome, Beautiful and Interesting.

Copywrite –VIN- 21/09/09

It's Funny at 1:20 PM

it's funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye
it's funny how good memories can start to make you cry
it's funny how forever never seems to go to the end
it’s funny how a single day can change your whole life
it's funny how much can be done if you forget the past
it's funny how “friends” just appear when you are down
it's funny how when you need someone they never are around
it's funny how people change and think they're so much better
it's funny how many lies are packed into one “love letter”
it's funny how one night can contain so much regret
it's funny how you can forgive but not forget
it's funny how ironic life turns out to be
it’s funny how a day out can become a nightmare
it’s funny how a single mistake it remembered where a 1000 good deeds are forgotten,
it’s funny how honey can change to someone’s poison,
but the funniest part of all, is none of thats funny to me

--LIFE-- at 12:57 PM

Life is so great;
Life is so awesome.
Life can be a happy day,
or night with tears.

Life can be a struggle,
a fight you never started;
and yet we keep on going,
fighting to prove we are right.

Life can throw salt to us,
to where we already hurt.
Yet, life can be fantastic,
as if a holiday in Hawaii.

Life will have its ups and downs,
this fact we bear in mind.
So of we go down this road,
blind as a bat, till a junction comes,
for us to decide.

ThE FeeLiNG at 5:06 PM

Have u ever felt like u was standing in the middle of everything
But when reality hits n u r just surrounded by nothing....
That's how I feel

When I think of all the trust I put in u
I thought my feelings meant the world to you
I have a love for u that fills a pool
A love that can make the people go ‘WOW’

I need a love that stands the movement time,
a love that will last when rain or storm hits the heart
a love that's just for me not to be shared with anyone else...

someone to promise me
you'll love me
Love me forever
That's the way love should be.


"For some it's just another day to live....
For me its has been a year like this…
I just want something different is my chapter,
 because no matter many times I dream I keep getting the same old line 
I'm not gonna let myself be anything else but different. 
Today is just a day I sit in front of my laptop 
wish something could make me happy------"

So Much at 10:22 PM

Hard as stone 
with hidden fears 
I love in silence 
no one hears 

Eyes of diamond
never to ugly
locked feelings inside
never expressed vividly 

Spirit of steel
never broken 
frozen emotions 
left un told

Heart of gold 
sweet as can be 
beautiful soul 
u means so much to me.

Copywrite –VIN- 12/09/09