-LiFe- at 1:34 PM

Dear Friend,



I have always seen life for what it really is.
Ever since I was a child growing up, hard times are all I know.

I had to sit back and watch my parents work from sunset to sundown.
I had to sit back and watch my parents suffer on a economy crisis.

Nothing ever came easy for them.
They always had a heart and kept a smile on her face.

Life is like a newborn baby struggling to come out of its mother's womb,
Life is like a small tree under a big tree struggling to get sunlight,
Life is like a nerd trying to get away from the bully,
Life is a struggle true enough, but after all the struggling u have done,

and after all the shit u have been through, there is success.
Life is nothing but a big, huge struggle, but just keep the faith and focus on ur goals in mind.

Don't let life beat the hell of u or u will be walking around like zombies.
Keep on pushing, keep on trying, life can be whatever u make it to be.

But life can also be a bowl of cherries with whip cream, chocolate and ice cream.
I say this again, life is what u make of it, what u decide it is.

I know, u can achieve or conquer anything it throws at u,
u can't quit or give up, u have got to keep on working,

look higher some way, some how I know u are going to make it.

DiFFeRenCe at 1:07 AM

There is a part of me,
That feels I am different from everybody out there.

Something that I can't quite see,
Something that I can't quite feel,
Something that I can’t understand,
Something so unreal.

But this 'thing' is always there,
This 'thing' with others, I will sometimes share.
So I push it to the back of my mind,
All the thoughts of girls and football,
And macho, it is hiding behind.
Sometimes, when I have almost forgotten it,
It comes back with such a big rush,
Angry, unforgiving and confused.
I feel out of place and sad,

Whatever caused this feeling
UNKNOWN.
A lost memory or something else,
I'll never know,
Whatever it is,
I’ll just keep moving forward to the future.

-VIN- 15/11/08

ToWarDs ThE SouTH at 7:23 PM

Havnt been long in the crib,
Had let to leave to another culture,
Another side,
Left wit four wheels towards the opposite of north side,
140-150 was written all the way from A side to B side,
Was worried to get caught wit the traffic, besides
the big boys in blue,
But nothing seem to be stopping me,
Was a like a smoothies.....the traffic,
Left before sun rise,
Got there before lunch time.
Ate and talked and slept towards the big day,

Left at 8 towards the last piece of south east asia, Singapore,
Stood there at 10,
Walked up n down the clean streets,
Avoiding the hot sun above,
Bought some stuff and looked at most of it,
The clock struck 4,
We left to SIA Sports Club,
Got there by 5,
The engagement started at 7,
Everything went well,
They look pretty happy,
The Food was GOOD,

The DJ was also great,
Here starts another chapter,
Saw some 1 came in wit some casual wear,
Then after disappearing awhile,
Came in again wit a traditional wear,

The Person Was.....

Most outstanding,
Amazing,
Yet,
Awesome.

Got attention of the family tree,
Got disturbed,
Got played,
Got annoyed,
Got details,
Got calls,
Got to know each other,
Got to answer weird questions,
But we r still learning bout each other.

copywrite -VIN- 10/11/08

-ToWaRds YoU- at 9:49 PM

Dear You,
Tears are meant to be cried
The tears cried 3months ago were cried for you a friend to many,
A sister to some,
A daughter to one,
The crime of teenagers having some fun became a tragic end for one,
Barely knowing you a tear drop fills my eyes,
Followed by a thousand more,
It hurts to not know you as well,
I sit here wonderin' why such a beautiful relationship had to die,
Cause all we do is sit here and cry,
Now I wish I could rewind my life back to the day I met you and put it on pause,
So I would never have to see you walk out on me with no return,
I'll hope to see you someday soon,
one night I look at the moon,
Miss you,
luv always NeWayS.
-VIN-
10/10/08

ThErE YoU Are..JuST TheRE.. at 9:48 PM

There you sit
smiling
And it's you I watch
wanting
But you don't even know
What it is you do to me
So I keep on watching
and wanting
as I bleed and cry,
Every time I look at your pic
Every time I talk to your pic
Every time I smell your perfume u bought 4me,
My heart continues,
melting,
And I am forever,
dreaming,
Whenever you pass me by,
Whenever you catch my eye,
I feel like I want to cry,
Because of what it is you do to me,
Your eyes
gleaming,
And your lips
pleading,
And your mind
exploring,
While my heart remains
bleeding,
Every time you look at me,
I wonder what it is you see,
Every time you talk to me
And I hear that beautiful voice,
My knees get weak,
My stomach flutters,
My chest collapses,
My neck hairs tingle,
And I stop breathing
Just in that moment of time
When you do what it is you do to me
As I sit here
thinking,
I imagine you
sleeping
And I want to hug you endlessly,
Forever in my arms for eternity,
I'll continue,
dreaming,
As long as you are,
living,
breathing being.
-VIN-
10/10/08

HER EYES AS I REMEMBER at 12:02 AM

Her eyes are looking at me. 
As I look into it, I see the pain. 
The feeling of despair is so evident, 
but no one else notice.
I can see her anguish, 
her suffering.

She is trapped in a world in which

no one understands.

She is trying to survive; 

each day is harder than the day before.
Why doesn't anyone else see this? 
i want to help her,
but I feel restricted by some unknown force
but Im also trapped in my own world
Her pain is so overwhelming. 
I'm still looking into her eyes,
I can't turn from them.
They are so foreign yet so for familiar! 
the pain takes hold and will not release me 
it pulls me into this empty void.  
A world she cannot relinquish herself from.
Finally, I am able to blink my eyes, 
and she is still looking back at me in the picture.

PaLs at 11:59 PM

I will always be there for you,
for our friendship can never be broken,
I will remain loyal through all the up and downs,
and in the end v will be glad,
v fill the space a lover couldn't fill,
for v hold each others secrets that v would never let spill,
and the day ure gone, part of me goes too,
because I woultnt want to be here without u,
Best friends forever u and me,
nothing could ever change that its destiny!

MY NEW FRIEND at 11:51 PM

each of us has a hidden place,
somewhere deep inside ourselves,
where v go to get away from trouble,
to be alone, to think for ourselves,
but every once in a while whether by chance or destiny
someone finds a path into that secret place inside,
that person adds perspective to our hidden self,
the quietly settle down in their own little corner,
v call that person a friend

besties at 11:43 PM

Looking back through the years,
I can't believe how long
v have been best friends,
Through good times and bad.

When I needed someone 2 cry,
With me and laugh together
Give me a shoulder 2 lean on,
And a hug 2 make me feel better.

u know how true it is,
When u know that no matter what
Happens or goes on down the road,
That there will always b best friends.

So as time passes n days go by,
Just remember that when u need me
That no matter what time or place,
I will always be there by your side, my best friends.