-ToWaRds YoU- at 9:49 PM

Dear You,
Tears are meant to be cried
The tears cried 3months ago were cried for you a friend to many,
A sister to some,
A daughter to one,
The crime of teenagers having some fun became a tragic end for one,
Barely knowing you a tear drop fills my eyes,
Followed by a thousand more,
It hurts to not know you as well,
I sit here wonderin' why such a beautiful relationship had to die,
Cause all we do is sit here and cry,
Now I wish I could rewind my life back to the day I met you and put it on pause,
So I would never have to see you walk out on me with no return,
I'll hope to see you someday soon,
one night I look at the moon,
Miss you,
luv always NeWayS.
-VIN-
10/10/08

ThErE YoU Are..JuST TheRE.. at 9:48 PM

There you sit
smiling
And it's you I watch
wanting
But you don't even know
What it is you do to me
So I keep on watching
and wanting
as I bleed and cry,
Every time I look at your pic
Every time I talk to your pic
Every time I smell your perfume u bought 4me,
My heart continues,
melting,
And I am forever,
dreaming,
Whenever you pass me by,
Whenever you catch my eye,
I feel like I want to cry,
Because of what it is you do to me,
Your eyes
gleaming,
And your lips
pleading,
And your mind
exploring,
While my heart remains
bleeding,
Every time you look at me,
I wonder what it is you see,
Every time you talk to me
And I hear that beautiful voice,
My knees get weak,
My stomach flutters,
My chest collapses,
My neck hairs tingle,
And I stop breathing
Just in that moment of time
When you do what it is you do to me
As I sit here
thinking,
I imagine you
sleeping
And I want to hug you endlessly,
Forever in my arms for eternity,
I'll continue,
dreaming,
As long as you are,
living,
breathing being.
-VIN-
10/10/08

HER EYES AS I REMEMBER at 12:02 AM

Her eyes are looking at me. 
As I look into it, I see the pain. 
The feeling of despair is so evident, 
but no one else notice.
I can see her anguish, 
her suffering.

She is trapped in a world in which

no one understands.

She is trying to survive; 

each day is harder than the day before.
Why doesn't anyone else see this? 
i want to help her,
but I feel restricted by some unknown force
but Im also trapped in my own world
Her pain is so overwhelming. 
I'm still looking into her eyes,
I can't turn from them.
They are so foreign yet so for familiar! 
the pain takes hold and will not release me 
it pulls me into this empty void.  
A world she cannot relinquish herself from.
Finally, I am able to blink my eyes, 
and she is still looking back at me in the picture.

PaLs at 11:59 PM

I will always be there for you,
for our friendship can never be broken,
I will remain loyal through all the up and downs,
and in the end v will be glad,
v fill the space a lover couldn't fill,
for v hold each others secrets that v would never let spill,
and the day ure gone, part of me goes too,
because I woultnt want to be here without u,
Best friends forever u and me,
nothing could ever change that its destiny!

MY NEW FRIEND at 11:51 PM

each of us has a hidden place,
somewhere deep inside ourselves,
where v go to get away from trouble,
to be alone, to think for ourselves,
but every once in a while whether by chance or destiny
someone finds a path into that secret place inside,
that person adds perspective to our hidden self,
the quietly settle down in their own little corner,
v call that person a friend

besties at 11:43 PM

Looking back through the years,
I can't believe how long
v have been best friends,
Through good times and bad.

When I needed someone 2 cry,
With me and laugh together
Give me a shoulder 2 lean on,
And a hug 2 make me feel better.

u know how true it is,
When u know that no matter what
Happens or goes on down the road,
That there will always b best friends.

So as time passes n days go by,
Just remember that when u need me
That no matter what time or place,
I will always be there by your side, my best friends.

meaning of F.R.I.E.N.D at 11:37 PM

A friend is someone who understands n
someone u can trust.

They will listen to u both night and day without ever making a fuss.
A friend will stand by ur side when u are right and sometimes when u are wrong.

They will hold u up when u are weak and provide support to make u strong.
A friend's love is unconditional and unique in every way.

And when u have problems a true friend will kneel with u and pray.
A friend will stand by ur side through thick and thin.

And whenever everyone have deserted u they still will be ur friend.
A friend once said to me that a friend is sent from God above and I believe this to be true.

Because God has sent a friend to me and that friend to me is YOU.

Sad Love at 11:25 PM

At first v loved, but not again.
v met at the mall,
and we talked ever since.
v stood starring at each other,
I wondered the time, v'd
Stand together. Holding hands
as we walk down the street,
I wondered when our lips
Would meet.
My heart is broken, u seem
to ignore, The pain I
have, when u left me sore.
Our love was strong In which now ur
heart is blind 2 see, now I feel
that ur love has forgotten
completely about me.
Well all in all I'm heartbroken
Without u by my side,
I wish we could love each
other like v did that one time.

Without L.O.V.E at 11:21 PM

Remember i looked at u,
u looked at me.
v had a luv conection between us.
u told me u love me
i told u i love u
i gave u everything from me
u took all away
u had to leave me
alone in the world without luv.

You Put On QUIET a ShOw at 1:31 AM

Been listening to this frequently

how about a round of applause yeh
standing ovation
oohh yeh yeh yeh yeh yeh

you look so dumb right now
standing outside my house
trying to apologize your so ugly when you cry
(please)
just cut it out

don't tell me your sorry cuz your not
and baby when i no your only sorry you got caught

(chorus)


but you put on quiet a show
realy had me going
but now its time to go
curtins finally closing
that was quiet a show
very entertaining but its over now
go on and take a bow

grab your clothes and get gone (get gone u betta hurry up)
before the sprinklers come on
talking about girl i love your the one this just look likes the re-run
(please)
what else is on

and dont tell me your sorry cuz ur not
baby when i noe ur sorry you got caught

(chorus)

but you put on quiet a show
really had me going
but its time to go
curtains finally closing
that was quiet a show
very entertaining
but its over now
go on and take a bow

And the award for the best liar goes to you
For making me believe that you could be
thankful to me lets hear your speech ohh

how about a round of applause(laugh)
standing ovation

(chorus)
but you put on quiet a show
really had me going
now its time to go
curtains finally closing
that was quiet a show
very entertaining
buts its over now
go on and take a bow

but its over now