TIME at 10:18 PM

V were together for many years
V became as a community
It was like I had ur blood running through my veins
It was like I had ur breath running through my lungs
Just take a moment and think about it
V could read each others thoughts
Finish each others sentences b4 either of us could finish it
Without saying a word
V could feel each other feelings although v r far
U remember all that?
There is so much ill like to change
But I can't turn back the minutes
Ur memory will always be apart of my life and my heart
I still talk to you 
And wonder if you hear
Sometimes I can feel you near
Even in my dreams
My heart cant say good-bye
Just afraid your memory will die
A part of my heart is with you
And it's yours to keep forever
Now that u r gone
Im left here standing alone

Copywrite -VIN- 12/09/09

Im Here at 4:16 PM

Lets go now into the darkness of ur thoughts
Hurry up now its time, were waiting
For u
With a confused mind,
Don't look back now or u will regret it
U don't see what’s right in front of u
But worst of all, u just let it run by u
Don't think its ok
Don't think its right
Don’t think too much
When the tears u cry will not fade
And in a way u wished that they wasn’t there
U thought that if u let him in your heart that nothing
Would change
Ur wrong and u knew that you would be to
But
Don't worry when all goes wrong
Don’t worry when u feel lonely
Don’t worry when u get confused
Don’t worry when everybody else hates u
Don’t worry when ur day is bad
Don't worry when all else fails
Don't worry when the love is gone
Don't worry when all is dark
Don't worry when u think that u can't take it any more

I'm here for u always.

25/8/09 –VIN-

LIFE ERROR at 1:27 AM

Loved me for a little,

But you could not love me long,

You gave me smile of happiness

and made my spirit strong.

You said to me the words,

and made my wills go on

Loved me for an hour

Maybe a day or two,

But only with your eyes

your lips I could not capture

by speed or by surprise,

Out of a world of laughter

Suddenly I am sad...

Day and night it haunts me

The kiss I never had.

You!!!! Say it NOW.. at 12:17 AM

I tried to tell you I love youbut the words were hard to be found.I'm always thinking about youyou're the only one on my mind.
I’m always looking at your picture
You’re the only one I want to see.
I’m always dreaming of you
You’re the best dream I had along these years.Oh why do I act so shy forever hiding my face behind the walls,I should learn to laugh and not to cry.
Put yourself in my shoes,
And you’ll know how the disco beat in my heart sounds.There were times I tried to hint you but sometimes you just get it the other way,You wanted me to tell you but I

kept changing the topic.
I'm afraid that I am not the guy

you've searched for all these years.

I will kindly leave now don't you cry

try to hold back your tears.

It's been so long I haven't seen you

for quite awhile
When I think of how we me met it only

brings back your smile.
I remember when I made you smile,

and told you ill always be there,
I loved you then I love you now and

I'll hold you in my heart,
I’ll try to bust out the feeling.

Story Of An Apple at 2:49 PM

Story Of An Apple

Life is a tree of apple,
We grow to have the same things,
But we grow differently,
But we grow at different places on the tree,
And 1 day we will be fully grown,
to drop of the tree,
leaving our parents behind,
to the world outside the tree.

People will gather us,
put us together in a basket,
where we work together to help each other,
By time we get old and spoiled,
"Someone" will pick us up n pair,
Pair us till "someone" picks us up and lands a bite.

Copyright 18/5/09 –VIN-

LoTz Of MiSSinG ThiNgS at 9:46 PM

Puzzled at 11:27 PM

It was around march where ,
The flowers was blooming ,
The trees start to grow back, 
Their green hands and arms,
Then I saw her from a distance,
With her short black hair,
Brought into my eyes of creativity, 
She had a book with the color of the sky,
I went to her and asked for her name, she blushed
And told me to walk with her ,
She started to ask me questions,
Like where I was frm n etc? 
And listen to my past lives,
She was deeper then the bottomless pits,
Themselves her knowledge was like a,
True poet would describe the flowers,
And the butterflies as they rest easy ,
That was 4years ago,
Now she called me,
We talked for hours,
From what the imagery she gave me ,
I thought she was sweet,
Herself it was amazing ,
When I looked at the pic she sent me,
I only can see the side of her, not her face,
It was about midnite,
She kept quiet, then,
She told me to “stay with her”
As the clock stroke 12, 
It was the time was bringing,
Us two together as the clock ticked, 
Harder so did my heart beat faster,
It was like the ticks was going faster like my heartbeat,
After the moment of silent,
She started to whisper in my ears,
That made me tongue tied,
I could hear her voice in my thoughts
She was better then love she was delicious,
After the talk she said goodbye,
but never will I know how her face look like,
till today….

Tagged by Scarlet Kiss

1. What is the relationship of you and him/her?
*besties

2. Your 5 impressions towards him/her?
* she's awesome
* caring
* loving
* great to spend time with
* beautiful

3. The most memorable things he/she had done for you?
* cooked sausage n ate with her

4. The most memorable things he/she have said to you?
* nothing memorable so far…

5. If he/she become your lover, you will..
* take care her well as I know how she really is

6. If he/she become your enemy, you will..
* be sad and blame myself coz she became a enemy..

7. If he/she become your lover, he/she has to improve on...
* nothing

8. If he/she become your enemy, the reason is...
* not getting to know the real reason n jumping to conclusion

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
* walk her home

10. The overall impression of him/her is...
* awesome gurl

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
* weird

12. The character of you for yourself is?
* cant judge myself

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
* nothing

14. The most person that you wanna be is?
* myself

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
* awesome frenz, glad found them here..

16. Ten people to tag:
1. Wana
2. Alina
3. Suraya Ika
4. Kay
5. Ishnee
6. Lady K (kavita)
7. Amir
8. Maya
9. Nadia 
10. Aryn


17. Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
* nobody

18. Is no. 3 a male or a female?
* female

19. If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
.*Amir and Aryn???no way man…

20. How about no. 5 and 8?
* they will b awesome frenz…

21. What is no. 1 studying about?
* Engineering

22. Is no. 4 single?
* yes

23. Say something about no. 6..
* Awesome fren...

2009 at 12:51 AM

As a year packs up to leave,
Another 1 is knocking on the door to enter,
As soon as this year leaves another will replace it,
Without loosing a second,
I have to say thank u God because even if this year brought problems 
and even if it was very hard 
I learned so many things through the year which is packing, 
and I have so many things to thank for 
 
Last year I broke up, 
my dad retired, 
my mom surprisingly got her dream kitchen, 
I started a new life,
I met new friends,
I lost some friends, 
I finally found myself, 
I missed my past,
I missed the good old days, with my good old buddies, 
I learned we all have to grow up,
I dared to dream more than ever,
I listened to new music,
I discovered new things, 
I learned so much on Human Personality, 
I laughed with my family 
I wrote about my feelings 
I created memories with my people 
that will be there forever... 

But in some ways last year sometimes everything seemed dark 
I hope this year it's all better, 
clearer, 
happier 
less hunger, 
less political pride, 
less hate, 
and less greed, 
less racism,
less war,
less murder,
and procrastination. 

Let's dream for a better year, to make our world better 
because every human knows how hard last year was 
every human knows how dark last year was. 

I thank god to all of those who stood by my side last year 
I thank for everything I have 
and I know I have to live this life to the fullest 
so that my memories are better to contemplate 
so that my past is happier 
so that tomorrow I wake up without regrets 
knowing 2009 is going to be full of experiences 
and full of life, I hope.
God Bless Us All

Friends & Lovers at 8:30 PM

She told me this to pass it to you dude…


“She have always loved you.
But now she love him to.
She is sorry she crushed your heart.
She is sorry she tore your world apart.
She wish she could take aways your pain.
Knowing that she hurt you is driving her insane.
She never meant to cause so much hate.
But she thinks meeting him was fate.
She can see the tears streaming from your face.
She knows she need to give you your space.
Eventually the relationship had to end.
Because deep down she was in love with a friend since day one”


Chill my man…let me tell you this


“What we thought was love and happiness? Is now gone all that's left is to move on. Say goodbye and walk away. Take your wounded pride put it aside. The game of love you have lost. Your broken heart is the cost. Count your blessings and pray. maybe You will win at the game of love one day. Just learn when to walk away. Your strong enough to say good bye. Don't hold back it's okay to cry love hurts sometimes.”